My nerves are all over the place. I definitely have a huge case of the "pre-wedding gitters". My hands are even shaking. I hope I'm able to sleep tonight..
It's a good kind of nervous, though. I have no doubts and I have no fear. But the excitement is what is taking it's toll on me. This is a day I have dreamed of since I was a little girl. And I don't mean my wedding day..
I mean Kerry Seifried himself.
When I imagined my wedding and imagine the day I finally got married, it was always with him. HE was the one I dreamed of. Not the dress, not the decorations, not the music. Just Kerry. He's all I've ever wanted in life. Since I was a 12 year old girl, I've wanted to be "Mrs. Seifried". That day is finally here. It is a literal dream come true. A day I thought would always just be a silly dream is now real. Too real. I can't contain myself.
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It's a good kind of nervous, though. I have no doubts and I have no fear. But the excitement is what is taking it's toll on me. This is a day I have dreamed of since I was a little girl. And I don't mean my wedding day..
I mean Kerry Seifried himself.
When I imagined my wedding and imagine the day I finally got married, it was always with him. HE was the one I dreamed of. Not the dress, not the decorations, not the music. Just Kerry. He's all I've ever wanted in life. Since I was a 12 year old girl, I've wanted to be "Mrs. Seifried". That day is finally here. It is a literal dream come true. A day I thought would always just be a silly dream is now real. Too real. I can't contain myself.
I thought the reality would hit me on 09-24-20014 when we went to get our marriage license. But the nervousness has just hit me today. As we were driving through Dunlap on our way to the wedding location to set up and practice, my stomach turned in to knots. The reality struck. And I've been a nervous wreck ever since. Is it normal to be this nervous? It is normal to be so panicked?
Everyone keeps telling me I'll calm down once I get there. Once I start walking down the aisle and set my eyes on Kerbear, all the panic will fade. I hope they are right.
I keep feeling the need to cry. I get so excited that my nerves rattle up and I feel like maybe I should just cry it out. Tears of joy consume me. I don't even know what to do.
Not to mention, I've never been good at being the center of attention. Knowing all eyes are on me. That makes me pretty nervous, too. Walking in front of everyone. Reading my vows out loud. I always choked up in speech class.
But everything is set, going perfectly, weather will be beautiful, and I'll be married to my best friend. Everything is going to be ok. I know this. I am looking forward to this more than I have ever looked forward to anything in all 23 years I've been alive. Tomorrow, my life begins. :)
Wishing you both all the very best life has to offer and a lifetime of more love than two hearts can contain! =) Your day will be everything you dream of and more. What girl wouldn't be all a-gitter with excitement when her dreams come true? ;)
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